Wednesday, May 13, 2009

A Wish Fulfilled

This past Sunday, I had one of the proudest "Mom" moments to date. Katie and I sang together at church. A couple of months ago, I reluctantly agreed to sing, but boy, am I glad I did.
Emotions were already running rampant with the news of our impending move. Mom and Dad came up to celebrate Mother's Day (and do a little home improvement work). My anxiety level level was high and add to that the fulfillment of a wish; I was a train wreck waiting to happen. Thankfully, my daughter took charge and made the moment extraordinary.
We'd been practicing the past couple of weeks, and honestly, I was a bit worried about some of the notes Katie was supposed to sing. I would sing along with her until she matched the pitch and we'd continue. But Sunday, she was amazing. Our time came to perform and perform she did! She marched up there with purpose, smiled beautifully while she sang, and hit every note right on key. I had decided that I would have to look at her because if I caught the eye of Larry, Mom or Dad I would be doomed. My heart literally cracked with pride as I watched and listened to her. I looked out into the congregation and people were dabbing their eyes and smiling. Then I saw Sydney and Sarah staring up at their big sister with hugh smiles on their faces. I'd forgotten to take into account the effect that might have on me. I lost it. We were on the last few notes when the tears came. Even though I stopped after 2 beats, Katie carried the last note to the end. I couldn't help myself from hugging her while we stood up there...relishing in a dream come true.

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